What now?

I've given up on the idea of having a devotional blog. To be honest, it feels too fake to write about hope and patience when most days I don't have much of either.

If you happen to read this, please pray for me. Pray for me to listen to my own advice. Pray for me to be able to trust God in all things. Pray for me to stop being paralyzed with fear and disappointment. Pray for me to stop waiting for something that may be a long time coming and start living...today.